Your heart is a river that flows from your chest,
Through every organ.
Your brain is the dam,
And I am the fish who can’t reach the core.

Lightness // Death Cab For Cutie

don't be afraid of gravity

Come on look into the expanse
And breath all these around
Come on don’t be afraid to look
Don’t be afraid to look at distance

And I hope somewhere you hear me still
Wherever you are, whatever you feel
And I hope somewhere you hear me still

Come on please close your eyes now
Just close your eyes and open your mind
And please don't look at me now
And feel the sky on your hands

And I hope somewhere you hear me still
Wherever you are, whatever you feel
And I hope somewhere you hear me still

Come on take my arm and jump on my back
Come on let’s play birds all our lives
Come on, don’t be afraid of gravity
Because it's all for us, for you and me

And I hope somewhere you hear me still
Wherever you are, whatever you feel
And I hope somewhere you hear me still

Let's Play Birds – Fismoll

do they though?

"you wish and dream with all your little heart"

today i was talking about dreams with my dad while we were in the car
i remember the car coming to a halt at a traffic light which had just turned red
and the red brake lights from the back of the other cars in front of us were filtering through the windows into our car, reflecting off my dad's face and complementing the red shirt he was wearing.
i tried to take a picture of the moment with my eyes; it is a moment i want to remember forever.
i am writing this down in case i forget.
we were so happy.

at first, the accounting paper seemed more difficult to deal with as compared to heartbreak
and then i thought of being able to complain and whine about it to you
and how that was not possible anymore
only then did i truly know which was worse.

one and a half days of silence from you was enough to tear me apart and reduce me to nothing.

i am really scared because i know it will happen again.

If I told you that I miss the time that you were right by my side
Would you say that you forget or was it the time of your life
These days seem long where have you gone

I've been thinking bout the time when we would stay up till the sunrise
If I said I want you back would you meet me with the same eyes
These days seem long where have you gone

On my way, I'll get you started
I'll catch you I know you're falling
O hey since we parted, we can't stay broken hearted

So you're often on your own, you didnt call do you wonder
Am I the only one alone can you bring me back the Summer
These days seem long where have you gone


1st day without you in 4 months

Can I ask you something?
Anything.
Why is it every time we say good night, it feels like good-bye?

Every day I think about the day I won't receive your usual "good morning" text and it scares me a bit.

brownie isn't eating today
it's a first and very very frightening
especially seeing how food means a lot more to her than it does to me
which says a lot

i think you're nice and cute

pre empt

someone told my mom shihtzus are considered to have lived long if they live till 12?!
can someone tell me this is untrue I LOVE MY DOG PLS DON'T GO :((((((((((((((((((((((
she gets cuter everyday i don't think i'd ever be able to cope with the loss

Overshadowed

Always overshadowed