do they though?

"you wish and dream with all your little heart"

today i was talking about dreams with my dad while we were in the car
i remember the car coming to a halt at a traffic light which had just turned red
and the red brake lights from the back of the other cars in front of us were filtering through the windows into our car, reflecting off my dad's face and complementing the red shirt he was wearing.
i tried to take a picture of the moment with my eyes; it is a moment i want to remember forever.
i am writing this down in case i forget.
we were so happy.

at first, the accounting paper seemed more difficult to deal with as compared to heartbreak
and then i thought of being able to complain and whine about it to you
and how that was not possible anymore
only then did i truly know which was worse.

one and a half days of silence from you was enough to tear me apart and reduce me to nothing.

i am really scared because i know it will happen again.

If I told you that I miss the time that you were right by my side
Would you say that you forget or was it the time of your life
These days seem long where have you gone

I've been thinking bout the time when we would stay up till the sunrise
If I said I want you back would you meet me with the same eyes
These days seem long where have you gone

On my way, I'll get you started
I'll catch you I know you're falling
O hey since we parted, we can't stay broken hearted

So you're often on your own, you didnt call do you wonder
Am I the only one alone can you bring me back the Summer
These days seem long where have you gone


1st day without you in 4 months