I'm not used to people coming and going at all
I hope you're not going
Missing your kind words and eager presence
Kinda tough not having you around
And I may not have the guts to say what I really feel but
LIMYCWHSFT

:(

I am alive and well even if it looks like I am drowning.
So don’t you worry baby (I am only swimming).

a lot of me was lost in you

Glad I got to talk to you the other day
It was nice

moved on to another

but still breaking my own heart!!

-______________-

i was given false hope and i believed in it

why is she your fucking snap bff

i don't even know how to put this into words but
yesterday night was really a whirl of emotions coming at me all at once
i felt so happy
i felt so sad (can't remember the last time i cried in front of somebody)
your arms were around me
your hand in mine
it felt so familiar, so comforting
(i can never imagine it being someone else's)
it has been such a long time
but yesterday felt as if nothing happened
back to the good times i took for granted
is it weird because i like you when you're all high and crazy
it hurt so bad with every touch yet i felt incredibly happy

(Can never imagine being with anyone else)

note to self:

I hope you find a way to be yourself someday

remember us going to the museum on a whim
remember it was raining and we ran across the road to seek shelter
remember being really happy

just an hour with you erased all the months of effort i put into being fine without you. made me confused and back to the first day you told me it was not to be. today i finally admitted that things will never be the same and that we will never be able to be friends. this will never come to something.. why am i the only one holding on? and not one worth holding onto?

as the semester draws to a close,
so will we at long final last,
to you

almost one sem on and it still hurts pretty damn bad at times

holding
onto
nothing

Do I hope for this love to be lost?

i still can't breathe

it was beautiful
the flowers have probably wilted
weeds have probably taken their place

you put the stars in my sky

i thought i was going well but
i could feel my heart beating so fast while talking to you today

chasing sunsets

although we were stuck in a traffic jam on the way to kl, the scenery made up for it!

hmm

people fall in love in mysterious ways

i need you

come back to me???

progress update:

five weeks on and still thinking about you every moment every day
also, you have stopped talking to me

what did my arms do before they held you

The blood of love welled up in my heart with a slow pain.

– Sylvia Plath

sat inconspicuously behind you alone in the dark
used to trace that jawline
used to put my arms around those shoulders
watched you ruffle your hair
used to help you with that so it hurt real bad
soon these things will start being foreign to me
or when someone else will be familiar with them the way i used to be
wonder what i did or didn't
and if you do find yourself missing me sometimes
which is ridiculous

i have never stopped missing you

where are you?

isn't it sad to strangle yourself with your own hands

VALLIS ALPS - THRU

I think I'm going crazy
You said to leave later
Don't know about you
But I can feel it in this room

Let's fall a little deeper
I know you're not a keeper
Don't know about you
But I can feel it thru and thru

Don't know about you
But I can feel it thru and thru

Don't know about you
But I can feel it thru and thru

It's four in the morning
You've caught me in a moment
Don't know about you
But I can feel it in this room

And all of our reason
Lost to deceiving
Ooh ooh ooh I try
To make it thru

Don't know about you
But I can feel it thru and thru

Don't know about you
But I can feel it thru and thru

Sky's reaching out I want it
To take us back home again
And all of your holding on
It's getting lost in my head

And oh you love is
All I wanted
To say

Don't know about you
But I can feel it thru and thru

limelight

every!!!! damn!!!! song!!!! every!!!! damn!!!! thing!!! reminds me of you

but i no longer feel happy thinking of you
(it used to be the best feeling though)

"whisper plans, make promises" -> "whispered plans, made promises"

love can slip away like sand through fingers

how do i go about forgetting when every single thing reminds me of you

wish i were better, good enough for you

was really nice getting to know you
kinda wish i didn't though