note to self:

I hope you find a way to be yourself someday

remember us going to the museum on a whim
remember it was raining and we ran across the road to seek shelter
remember being really happy

just an hour with you erased all the months of effort i put into being fine without you. made me confused and back to the first day you told me it was not to be. today i finally admitted that things will never be the same and that we will never be able to be friends. this will never come to something.. why am i the only one holding on? and not one worth holding onto?

as the semester draws to a close,
so will we at long final last,
to you

almost one sem on and it still hurts pretty damn bad at times

holding
onto
nothing

Do I hope for this love to be lost?